Don’t ever give up on me, please.

2009 October 22
by jaws

Hello everyone, it’s sad that I haven’t been able to write… I have been sleeping only for 3 hours a day since 2 weeks ago and my body isn’t functioning as per normal. I’ll promise to tell lots of stories once I am done with this semester, probably 1st of December. By then, I’ll make sure you don’t have the time to catch up. Still, I think of each and everyone of you every single day. Sometimes, I just want to exchange a few words however I find that it isn’t sincere to do so because I want to spend more time..not just Hello, byebye. From the bottom of my heart, I question myself everyday how are you doing…Don’t wish to know that you were once sad and helpless, yet I wasn’t there to even listen. The “you” here is everyone of you in my life. Please be patient with me, for I will do you proud. Don’t ever drift too far. Let’s not lose each other because I am just not coming in for awhile. Maybe time and time again, out of the blue, I will write something…That is if time allows me to.

Don’t ever give up on me, please.

+41 76 766 7348 this is where you can hear me.

15 Responses leave one →
  1. 2009 October 22
    JIESI permalink

    Hey, dearest coussie!

    We wont give up on you.
    And most importantly dont give up on yourself too!
    You can do it.
    Is the distance that drift , not the heart you see. :D
    Jiayou Jiayou, jocelyn !
    NI KE YI DE!

    With loves, Jiesi; Meimei !

  2. 2009 October 22
    Polaris permalink

    Hey Jaws,

    Errm… Am I included in everyone? :P Hmm… Just to let you know, although you can’t see “me” in the day but “I’m” always up in the sky, looking out for you… In the night, even though you can’t reach “me”, but “I’m” always up in the sky, watching and listening to you… I will never give up on you… :)

    Like what your cousin wrote, We won’t give up on you… Your family and your friends will always be there for you… :) And most important of all, don’t ever give up on yourself, don’t give up on hope… ;) (Rmk: Sorry, seems to reply what your cousin said… )

    Anyway do take good care of yourself. You have not been sleeping well and enough these few days… Don’t think too much when going to sleep, let your brain and mind rest. You can try listen to some music, take a hot bath, make a hot milk to make you fall asleep…. hope they do work on you… :)

    All the best to you in everything and 加油!!! :)

  3. 2009 October 22
    chenyongjie permalink

    yoyo
    wassup
    sexy:)
    cheer up:)

  4. 2009 October 22
    Xing Xian permalink

    Never give up on you!

    Ikeda Sensei’s quote for u:

    The bamboo groves of autumn are beautiful. Each bamboo tree stands independently, growing straight and tall toward the sky. Yet in the ground, out of sight, their roots are interconnected. In the same way, cousinship is an enduring bond that connects self-reliant individuals like each of us- to u.

    Awaiting to your return…Nv doubt us; becos u are always in our heart..

  5. 2009 October 23

    FIGHTING!

  6. 2009 October 23

    FIGHTING! All the way sis! see you DEC!

  7. 2009 October 23
    dansenlair permalink

    No one’s giving up love. We’re all just waiting here for you patiently. Like what douglas says – keep fighting love!

  8. 2009 October 24
    Benvis permalink

    Endure!!!

  9. 2009 October 27
    Jiesi permalink

    Sensei five enternal guidelines for the young women divison:
    1. Be cheerful suns of happiness
    2. Study the world’s foremost life philosophy
    3. Live your youth undefeated by anything
    4. Engage in dialogue to foster friendship and humanistic ideals
    5. Open the gateway to the eternal victory of mentor and disciple

    Will never never give up…. don’t worry I will start to sending daimoku to you from now….. smile and challenge it! 加油!

  10. 2009 October 27
    susan permalink

    Jiesi is working now….never notice it… just submit, sorry not from jiesi, is me susan… ha..ha… must smile.

  11. 2009 October 28
    samm permalink

    yao zhu.

    zhu loves you

  12. 2009 October 29

    加油! we know that you will do everyone proud. but most importantly, you’re doing this to be proud of yourself. YOU CAN DO IT! everyone will always be behind you, supporting you, holding you up!

    xoxo, you’re always in my hearrrrrrrrrt
    (:

  13. 2009 November 6
    xingxian permalink

    Missing you…

  14. 2009 November 6
    chenyongjie permalink

    update!

  15. 2009 November 7
    Polaris permalink

    *knock knock* =P

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