How should I feel
I no longer know how to put down my thoughts in proper words. I am feeling nervous and nauseous.
What happened was, I was accepted by Les Roches, Glion, and Les Roches in chicago campus. And I chose to go to Glion Switzerland because firstly, it is the degree I’ve always wanted- BBA in hospitality and tourism. Secondly, the degree is supposed to be a 4 years thing, but because of my shatec certificate, I will be joining straight to their final year as a transfer student. Thirdly, I will be able to get my masters at the age of 23. Lastly, the school is ranked number two. So yes, I am leaving to Switz in the end.
OK, everyone knows that I am very attached to my family and all the lovely friends around. None of the days have I been loved. People say I am lucky, and yes I am. People start to tell me that it is time I should learn how to appreciate my life cos’ I am fucking lucky but they do not have any idea how appreciative I am already towards life given by family, how thankful I am to be surrounded with so much love and care from people around- at all times.
In a month’s time, I will be all alone. I know I will make new friends, but those are new friends of a new life in a new me. Everything else remains here in Singapore. I just cannot imagine myself pulling 2 big luggages around, finding a hotel to put up at, waiting for hours to pass by at a strange country, ALL ALONE. I also know that I have travelled to many places around the world, I have experiences to pull me through, however, I am still afraid. Suddenly I feel sad because I bought tickets to watch liverpool live here in Singapore but I won’t be able to go now. I feel really upset because I won’t get to celebrate 21st birthday with my loved ones. I feel sad because I am not prepared to live alone for years. Feel damn sad to leave everyone behind. You say time flies, but it is easier for you than for me, because I will be alone, because I am the one doing the adapting. And now I have to hide all these emotions because I need to appear strong just so my parents will not be worried.
Everyone is taking my leaving so lightly. I tell myself I will be fine.
p.s r, Maybe you should just pretend that I am not going.
i no longer know how to reply too.
I’m sad and worried about your leaving…
Don’t be afraid… Take this chance and learn to be independence, it will help you along in your life…
Look forward to the new school, new environment, new friends and new things… 
You should look forward to this, it might make you feel better…
I know it’s not easy for you to be alone in a foreign country… I believe you can do it, not that I’m pressuring you or what… I know you’re not that strong but I have faith in You… You can get through this… You will be fine…
It will be tough at first but it’s not the worst thing as what you think… Trust me… 
Remember that you’re not alone… Although you’re alone there but you still have your family and friends in your heart… If you need someone to talk to, whether happy or sad things, look for them… I’m sure they will be happy to hear from you…
I hope what I wrote would make you feel better… I think encouragements and positive thinking are what you need now…
Do take good care of yourself…
Hope you could update about yourself in here or FB, be it good or bad, we just want to know how you are over there…
I will “ask” the stars over there to watch over you…
P.S: You know how to fry an egg already?
hey, i’m here again. Sad to hear that you’re leaving so soon. Hope to catch up with you before you leave for at least a dinner? x)
Well.. You’ve always already been an independent girl and not relying too much on your parents but I know this time round its different cos you have to go further away from home, friends and family. Its definitely hard for someone like you who needs lots of encouragements and motivations from your loving friends and family members. But remember, you’re striving for your goal and your dream. It is definitely worth it for you to leave Singapore for that period of time to get what you want.
And you will not be alone, psychologically. hees. Like what your friend had said, your loved ones will always be in your heart and when you need to talk, they are just a phone call away. [I will definitely be glad to hear from you. x)]
Just in case we cant meet up before you leave:
You must really take good care of yourself k?
Its always easy for you to make friends, but do make the right friends..
Dont get cheated so easily k?
When you’re suppose to say ‘no’, SAY ‘no’!
Dont feel embarrassed or shy hor. you shld know what i mean right? x)
Be yourself. Confidence and Smart. I know you will do your friends and family proud.
YOU WILL SUCCEED!
Be happy and with no worries.
Enjoy yourself in switz and take lots of pictures wor!
Love you and will miss you too!
Cheers
Regards
Lynn x)
you be fine
Don’t worry too much.
Trust me, you will be fine over there because we will be giving you support right here in singapore.
Although the distance between Switz and S’pore is quite a distance away but anything just give us a call or message. (:
You see, you are so near to all your loves one.
We will be there for you , always.
Loves, Jiesi.
:.)
you guys make me cry.
I am so damn thankful, because of you all.
We will all be under the same sky, wishing upon the same stars. I’ll be strong, I’ll pull through, I’ll be fine.
I am gg to meet up with all of u! Make some time for me.
“Everyone is taking my leaving so lightly”
I’m very sure that is not the case jaws. We are all happy for you and you deserve this. Imagine if you told me that you’re leaving, and i start crying. Then you wouldn’t be happy right?
You’re a big jaws, and i’m very sure you won’t find it hard at all to adapt to your new environment.
you’re always talking with alot of senses. Thank you! I think that’s what i need. (: